Changes in our life.

Wow, I really need to blog more often..... So I thought I would write down a pretty big change that we have just had in our family. Last Sunday we were called in to meet with a member of the stake presidency. Bryan was a little worried, but really just thought that he was being released from his calling of five years. We met with President Seaver and he first told us that what he was about to tell us was a very private matter, and that we couldn't tell anyone, not even our kids or families. Our minds were in serious confusion. Then he dropped what felt like a huge bomb on us. "Your ward boundries are going to change, and you will be part of a new ward" My throat immediately started to burn, and my eyes welled up instantly. Then he proceeded to tell us the boundaries, and then dropped the bigger bomb. That Bryan would be a counselor in the bishopric in that new ward. I was holding Bryan's hand at the time, and pretty much squeezed the life out of it. What? As if hearing the change wasn't hard enough, now he has to be in the bishopric of a ward we don't even know? My mind was racing, but the first thought was immediately about our kids. Our kids who grew up in this ward (that we've been in for 10 years), who have close friends in the ward, but mostly little Aidan who is going to primary this year with friends he did have, but not anymore. Although thankfully he will have one little friend. But they are all so shy. Then President Seaver asked what calling I had, and I couldn't even answer him. I'm the activity days leader! It has been my very favorite calling ever! I love those girls so much. It has just been thee very best calling. I had so many ideas for the new year, and just felt heartbroken. So we walked out in tears, and cried for about 2 days. Bryan may have cried a little more. Not being able to tell anyone all week was torture. Every person we saw who was either going with us to the new ward, or that we were leaving behind, we just wanted to hug. I don't like change, like not at all. Unless it's change that I make. We have been wanting to move for about 4 years now. That clearly will not happen now for awhile. It did put a little damper on our holiday though. Our hearts were very heavy all week. Then came the time to tell our kids. Poor Madison was crying with us the Sunday we found out, but didn't know why. All we could say was that dad was being ordained a high priest, and I'm afraid she will always think that's a bad thing because we were both crying. Well, we told our kids and to our dismay, they were actually excited. What? I've been in agony all week, and not even a bit of sadness? Well, okay! Our kids are much better than we are I guess. It was really quite shocking. We stared at eachother in complete amazement.
Sunday morning came around, and we both felt so nervous. We knew something that no one else knew minus like 4 other people there. We thought that they would make the announcement and sustain Bryan for the members in our ward moving on with us. But 5 minutes before the meeting, they told us they were not going to sustain Bryan. Oh the agony! We had to keep that secret for like 4 more hours. Bryan was really a mess. He was so nervous, and filled with so many emotions. Mostly tearful ones. So the time came, and although we didn't have our friends and neighbors there to support us, it sure felt like our new ward members were already supporting us. Bryan had to speak for a few minutes, and had been stressing all week because he knew nothing would come out of his mouth except blubbering words. He wasn't going to be able to hold back the tears. But he did great. He spoke quite well, and no tears. He did get choked up, but he did great. The spirit in that ward was amazing. Our new bishop is quite an impressive person. Super humble, and full of love for everyone. After the meeting, so many people came up to me to welcome us, it was quite a humbling experience. All week we worried, and were sad, but those feelings immediately left and were replaced with excitement and a confirmation that this is where we need to be right now in our lives. This new ward had been praying for a change in their ward. For more people to come, and more leadership. They were so overjoyed that their prayers had been answered. It was amazing to know that we (all of us moving into that ward, if I may) are a part of prayers that have been answered.
Our doubt, and anxiety has been replaced with peace, humility and excitment for this new change. And for me the realization that one, the Lord knows what we need in our lives. A good push to do better, and not to merely be complacent in the things I do, or don't do. And two, I needed this to help me improve my relationship with the Lord, and strive to do better in every aspect of my life. It's going to be hard, but a welcome challenge.

Photo Shoot

I wish I had some pictures to post along with this blog entry.....Yesterday I was able to take part in a photo shoot for a well known bank at their downtown office building. I was sooo nervous like I was going to a job interview. I thought the entire morning that I needed to back out of it. I should stay home and just stay with Aidan and keep to my regular routine. Sometimes it's hard to break out of the same day to day things we do. As everyone knows, I'm somewhat of a planner, so the fact that I didn't get information about the shoot until 5:30 the night before made me crazy. Especially the wardrobe details. I'm a stay at home mom, why would I have anything that resembles business clothes? The details were vague on what they wanted us to wear.."bank clothes, business attire, bright colors/dark colors" were the exact words. Wait, I need details. Did I need to wear a jacket? A skirt or pants? I think I tried on clothes for about an hour. After stressing out, I just decided to go with what I had. (Because I did contemplate a trip to the mall). I wore a semi-bright colored coral button up, collared shirt, with a half sleeve black cardigan over the top of it. I wore a supe cute black belt as an accessory at my waist over the cardigan. I also wore a black pinstripe pencil skirt with some 3 inch patent leather, pointed toe heels. You can't go wrong in a skirt, right? I was also lucky to have my hair appointment the morning of, and so that helped me not to have to worry about fussing over my hair. I also have to mention that my makeup artist skills were in full effect. I know the tricks of makeup and a good photo shoot. The key is wearing more, a little contouring, and a little more than I normally wear. My darling neighbor agreed to take Aidan for me and I was on my way. The whole way there I thought what in the world am I doing? Well, I arrived at the location, and when I walked toward the crew, feeling pretty confidant I might add, I realized that I was over-dressed, and the only girl with make-up on (there were four of us). What? After so many years I'm still amazed that girls don't love wearing make-up as much as I do..ha ha. Well, I was also the only one in a skirt. I brought my pants along with me, just in case. I felt panic and the need to go change quickly. I asked the girl in charge if I needed to change, and she said "No, you look perfect" Really, because I wanted to go and hide actually. One girl had on a long sleeved light blue button up shirt with black pants, the other a long sleeved white button up shirt with black pants, and the older lady did have a jacket over her long sleeved button up white shirt. And I also realized as I looked around the room, it was also not about "the cute people in business". Ha ha ha! Well, the photo shoot had barely just begun, and it was 4 women, and two men. Or I should say an Asian male, a caucasian male, an "older" woman, an African American woman, another caucasian female, and me..representing the "hispanic women in business" (that's what they said later in the photo shoot). Funny, seeing that I'm not at all in business, and actually quite far from it. Well, they called my name, and off I went. I didn't have a clue what I was supposed to do. The first little session was myself acting as the interviewee, being interviewd my the woman in her 50's at a desk. "Just talk to eachother" the photographer said. I'm like, okay I don't know you, and this is weird. But it got more comfortable and more fun. "Emmy, you're doing great", and "we need Emmy". Wow, talk about a self esteem booster. They kept wanting me front and center. Mind you I had to stand there smiling, pretending to be super confidant, in front of a crew of about 20 people just staring right back at me. The next session was the three women behind me at the desk conversing as if in a meeting, and me actually standing in front, posing at the camera. I actually, at times felt like bursting out into the giggles. I had to try to mentally remind myself to try and act professional..ha ha. After this session, the photographer had me in two photo sessions by myself. One where I was at "my" desk staring off into nothingness, pretending like I had just had the best idea. The camera just kept clicking like crazy, and the photographer said "Emmy you're doing great, "that's great".."when you hear the camera click this much it means you look good" Ahhhhh..I was just dying inside my head. It felt surreal. At one point I realized that they kept switching the way we were sitting, and kept putting me front and center. I was rather embarrassed after awhile, hoping they would leave me out of a few of the shoots. They did, and I was grateful for that. I wouldn't make a very good "real" model because all the attention would be quite uncomfortable for me.
Another photo shoot included myself and another lady sitting in chairs, in conversation, but we had to be using our hands. The photographer told me to relax, and said I was acting too much "Wow, I can act?" Hee hee. This was probably the most awkward photo shoot. One more shoot that I have to mention was myself and another person walking up and down the stairs, which we did like 2o times, I guess just to get the right shot.
After 2 hours, I had to leave the photo shoot early to go pick the kids up from school. They all thanked me quite graciously, and as I found myslef waiting for the elevator I ran into the manager. Before I go on, I need to mention that we all got paid at the beginning of the photo shoot..a big $50. Hey it was better than nothin'. So, she thanked me for coming and said "We wanted to give you this (handing me another $50), we all agreed that you did such a great job and we just wanted to let you know" Wow, what? I was like no, it's no big deal this was so fun. But she insisted and I was happily on my way. What a great compliment! And there you have it. It was really so much fun. And who knows where these pictures will end up, or if I will ever see them. I was told that they may be used for brochures, or maybe even a billboard...ahh, please let it just be for a small brochure.

Date night at Cold Stone.

We are "Mystery Shoppers" for Cold Stone Ice Cream in American Fork. We decided that since we have every week for three months to do this, we would let our kids choose a friend and take turns each week taking them. Madison took her friend Rachel last week, and they had a great time. I forgot to send Bryan with the camera. This week it was Aidan's turn and hewanted to take his "first" friend that he has ever had, Brian Trey, with us. These two boys are so stinking cute. Aidan as most people know is so quiet around everyone, but when he gets together with his friend he lets loose. There is nothing like two 3 year old boys in the ice cream store, big cute round eyes excited to get their ice cream. Next week it's Ethan's turn.

Aidan's first day of Preschool!!

I don't think that anyone could prepare a mother for this very day, when your youngest is going to his first day of pre-school, and mom is crying at home wondering where all the time has gone. The kids and I have been talking about it for months now. With me wondering what I was going to do with 2 1/2 hours to my self. Ethan and Madison were both like "Mom, you can go shopping now all by yourself". So I realized not only the shopping, but oh the projects I could do. Painting, painting, and more re-painting.

Aidan has been the only one of the kids who did not cry when I left. He has been ready for over a year. Last year he cried everyday Madison and Ethan were in school. Last night in our family prayer, Ethan said in his prayer "bless mom to be okay while Aidan is in pre-school" He is my intuative, tender boy who knows that I would miss them all terribly. I did okay dropping him off, but as soon as I got in the car, I cried all the way home. It was a lonely few hours, and I found myself worrying that I would get a call from the teacher. It's my job to worry right? The first day down, we'll see how the next few ones go.

Back to School!

Madison and Ethan started school last Wednesday the 19th. Madison is in 4th grade, and Ethan is in 2nd grade. I was more than ready for school to start. They both have (hopefully) great teachers this year. Madison's teacher is Mrs. Cosby, and we're just too thrilled at how organized she is. Ethan has Miss Bonnett, who is supposed to be the "academic" teacher. We're hoping for a great year. Bryan gave them both their back to school blessings, and Madison and Ethan think it's a pretty special time just for them.

Madison is really excited about this year, she has changed so much from her more reserved, shy self. It's so fun to watch them grow, but it's happening too fast.

Where has the summer gone??

I have so much to catch up on. The fourth of July, Family Reunions, a trip to San Diego, museum trips. I'm terrible at this. We had a great summer, but it went by too fast. Some of our summer highlights include going to the stadium of fire and seeing the Jonas Brothers play. I think I enjoyed it the most. By the time the band plays, it's like 9:00 and the kids are tired from a long, festive day. It was a great day. Bryan and I celebrated our 10th anniversary at Disneyland, and in San Diego. It was four days full of fun in the sun. Disneyland was exhausting, and not really the same without the kids. Although we
did get to ride all the great rides our kids never want to. We were beyond pooped at the end of the day. We also had two super fun family reunions and
it was competitive all out fun. The Bradley Family Reunion on July 24-25, and the Diaz family reunion was August 8.

July was packed with events, and in August I try to cram in museums, and anywhere fun I can take the kids before school starts. It's been a fun summer!!

First Time off the Diving Board!!!!!!

Yeas, it has been way too long since I've written...

Madison and Ethan have been taking swim lessons for 4 weeks now. They have made leaps and bounds in their swimming skills. Bryan and I have been totally amazed. Yesterday however was their first time off the diving board. Now, for me in remembering the first time I went off the diving board, I thought trying the high dive would be fun. I remember getting up there and wanting to die! I don't think I ever went off a diving board again. My cute kids however did it, and did great. I was so proud!!! If their weren't other parents in the room, I would have clapped and shouted for joy! They were both a little scared, because they thought they wouldn't be able to swim in the "deep water". Seeing your kids conquer fears is amazing. They have their swim test in a few hours, and I'm just so excited for them.

Little Aidan.

I have to just write about Aidan today because he's the one I spend 24/7 with. This little guy makes me laugh so hard everyday. He says thee funniest things, that you wonder where they came from. He is a MAJOR mommy's boy. If I'm not feeling well, he is right there to tell me that he'll make me feel better. On Mondays when we're watching Dancing with the Stars, he says "Mommy, will you dance with me please".. so we waltz around the room, but what he really wants is for me to spin him around like crazy. He copies so much of what is older brother Ethan does. Lately he has been putting pens between his fingers pretending to be wolverine...it's a hoot. I, of course can never find my camera for these great moments. But today was the one time his copying was funny, but not really...He burped really loud today and had this huge grin on his face and said "I'm like you mommy" I DIED!! How's that for making you feel super cool. Yesterday my stomach was hurting so yeah, a burp sliped out, and he laughed so hard. I guess it stuck. What can ya do? Hope he's still too shy to relay that in Nursery to anyone, or ever again.
Aidan may be small for his age (like in the 10th percentile), but he has the biggest pesonality (only for us at home) ever!!

Spring Break/Disneyland!!

I wish I were better at entering blogs, but I really just forget, and don't seem to have too much time on my hands. I intended to enter a blog each day while on our vacation, but at the end of the day, you're just too tired.

So, after thinking we weren't going to be able to go to Disney this year, we were able to go after all. The week before our trip Ethan came down with a terrible virus that lasted 6 days, then Madison had it for 6 days and ended the day we left. Then of course little Aidan had to get it the night before we were actually going to Disney. He had it the worst. Poor little guy. Bryan and I had decided that we were going to have to stay in the hotel for the day, and hope he got better. In the moring we told the kids that we weren't going...Madison started crying. So a couple hours went by and Aidan seemed to feel a little better, so we thought we'd go anyway. Disneyland is not the happiest place on earth when one of your kids are sick. He was miserable, and to top it off the weather was awful. Overcast and freezing. And it was like every person in the world was at Disneyland..it was so crowded. We felt like awful parents for taking him anyway. That night we tried to give him Motrin, and he threw up everywhere, so I put him in the tub and got him out, and he was shaking so bad, I thought he was going to have a seizure. It was scary. He felt so much better the next morning. We were at least able to have a little more fun, and he was smiling.

By day 3 he was feeling great and we all had a happy and sunny day at Disney. Our favorite ride this year was Toy Story Mania. I think I loved it the most. Bryan and I did not get to ride any of our favorite rides, again , since Madison and Ethan wouldn't ride them with us. And we don't really enjoy going alone. We're thinking we need to plan a trip so we can go without the kids, and ride all the rides we want. But I'm not sure how Disneyland will feel without the kids.

On Friday the 17th we went to the beach! I love the beach. Of course it was a little chilly, but so relaxing and fun. We left for home on Saturday, hoping to stay in Vegas so we could break up the drive, but the hotels were way expensive, so we drove home. 10 hours not too bad, but super exhausting.

It wasn't one of our better trips, but it was a vacation together as a family. So it was fun, and a vacation away from the everyday norm. (at least we managed to be out of town when Orem got 11 inches of crazy snow, yay us)

Jonas Brothers Movie

I just went with Madison and her two friends to see the Jonas Brother's 3-D Concert movie. There was a moment in the movie that I couldn't believe where time had gone. I felt like I was just the 8 year old getting excited about boy bands. (Actually, I don't think I liked them at that age, it was more like 12) It was a weird feeling. It made me feel old. Madison and her friends were up in the isle dancing, so for 2 seconds I joined them. Then realized I was not 8, and how embarrassed my daughter must have felt that I did that. My mom always embarrassed me, so I better not do that to Madison right? Actually, I should have been embarrassed that I did that!

Another funny story

Ethan is on a roll lately. He's been sick the last 4-5 days, and he felt so much better today, so I sent him to school. When I picked him up from school, I asked of course how his day went...he said, "Everone asked if I felt better, and I said no I'm still sick but my mom made me come to school anyway"...Great, cool me.

Tooth Fairy!!

Here is a super funny story. Ethan has a very loose tooth, and I told him it was a big front tooth, so the tooth fairy was going to bring him $5. He got upset and said "I always get $5 anyway, I don't want $5". So I said, "why, how much do you want"? Thinking that he would say $10...."I want $1000" I laughed so hard. So I said, "Yeah, I want $1000 too". The tooth fairy I guess needs to get another job!

I caved!

I said I wouldn't ever do a blog, but I thought what the heck, why not. We're watching American Idol right now, so I don't have too much time to write. But yay me, I did it!